adnama=amanda

to the one who I can't meet anymore...

For the first time we met, you just like a body guard, stood by my side and asked me, is everything fine? I can't remember what we talked about at that night, just remember your cat, your ex-girlfriend, and our kisses.

At that night, you showed up, and I fnished my first love.

For the second time we met, you just stood in front of me, and tried to talked to me, asked me to have a talk outside since you don't like the noise in the club as can't talking well. I still can't remember what we talked about, but just remember you don't like noise, don't like clubbing, but dance sometimes with your bad dance.

At that night, your showed up, and i finished my second love.

How can I call you? My love killer?

You always show u by the end of my love, r that means we were meant to be?

So, we were together, since that time, I remember everything you said, you mentioned. You care about your country, your little brother, your elder brother's need, your mother, your grandfather, your friends, of course, your cat and ex-girlfriend.

I know the movies you like, I know you love sweet more than others, even you always say you are not. I know every pose's meaning, I know everything you showed me, but only one thing I will never know, your heart, your truly heart.

So, this time, after the time we've been together, it's over now. However, were you the love killer of ours, or, it's my turn?

Did I hurt you maybe? I was trying to find it out, snce I said we will be nothing, we are really nothing now...

Forgive me, I can't just be a friend after being in a relationship with you. It's hurt for me, really hurt...but, no contacting will be the best way for me and for you.

I just can say it to you here, and to be the first to say, happy birthday. It is the day I wanna to be with you to celebrate together, and say it to you in person, but now, I just can say it to you here.